Stevie,
I have just been thinking about the night you were born.Your mother was so excited. Nanny was beyond excited. She would not let me stop and get a bite to eat. We got to the hospital and your mom was wheeled by getting ready to go into the operating room. You came out so tiny. 4.6oz. Same size as me.... huh??
Your mother would not let get go of you. When you came home I could not wait to get back to your house so I could take you out and pretend you were mine.
I loved pretending I was your mother. I was so proud of you. I have always been proud and usually amused with the things you came up with. I love you and miss you, more importantly I miss seeing you and your mom together-always as ONE.I will always miss your sweetness, and gentleness.

Thinking about the time you and went to the Walters for the re-grand opening. The pics we took of the staircase and fountains in the garden. I wish we could have more times like these. I wish you could take Thor for out for icecream or movies or all the things we used to do. I love you. Thanks for being so "I know kungfu"

xoxoo

I had a random thought today of the time you called for me to bring the keys to the school for you. As I pulled up, you had the most beautiful and playful smile as you ran to the car. For just that moment you were as happy and carefree as a child again. I am so thankful Stevie for every smile and joy in your precious life...
I miss your laughter. I miss you and everything about you angel!

I love you so much baby!
xoxo,
Mama

*2004 our last Christmas together...I miss your precious love as only you know!

Today I heard Run DMC and it made me laugh thinking back to you and the red camaro and brian and the blue mustang. Later I had random thoughts you and chris sneaking on the back nine at pine ridge, fire and ice, and of course taco bell and united! i miss you so much
-xxxooo

Trying to make a 'George' hat for Thor out of wrapping paper, I remembered the last time I wrapped presents for you. As usual, you would deliver your presents and ask me to wrap them for you since you didn't really like this task, like most men. The last Christmas together, you gave me my presents from you and they looked familiar! I had wrapped my own present! When I looked over at you, you had the biggest smile on your face and said, "you know I hate wrapping presents. I love you!"
And how could I forget the way you added extra tape to the edges of my presents so I couldn't peek!
Every moment is precious that I shared with you baby.
Thank you!
p.s. I love you more!!!

If anyone has a problem with what I've stated about the accident, I will gladly put the report on here with all of it's discrepencies so that we can cut through all the lies, (they obviously weren't thought out very clearly) that were told in an attempt to cover up and protect those involved other than Stevie...the only one who deserved protection and didn't get it.
Am I still angry over losing Stevie? ABSOLUTELY!!!
My son is far greater than I could ever be!
The student really is the teacher!

Hola Esteban! The machine is almost ready and I was thinking of the "130/83" time when we had Brett screaming like a little girl. Good times. I miss you so much. We all miss you so much. Whisper in your Krissy's ear and tell her to let us know how she's feeling. Whisper in your Thornado's ear and telling him to harness the chi. Whoever will I talk with again with no words but you. Let's quote Kerry Cubby to close..."word".

*You had many of us "screaming like little girls" here and there over the years, but I always felt completely safe and comfortable with Stevie's driving skills. If I live to be 100 (God, I hope not!) I will never know anyone that can drive as well as Stevie!
How ironic that he was hit from behind and they tried to blame his driving abilities. They (Sgt. Brian Ables, Jocelyn Daue) clearly didn't know who they were lying about! They never had the privilege of knowing and loving Stevie as we do...that's why they will never get it. At least not in this lifetime... or unless it happens to their child or someone they love dearly, one day!
One of my favorite memories of Stevie and his car has everything to do with his driving skills and a video taken by a friend. I also miss going to Cecil so I could freeze while drinking hot chocolate to see Stevie and friends get their times. I miss that smile!!!

Your Ninja ISG

I was drawn to a perfect stranger (or so I thought) to make sure she was ok or safe. I wanted to protect her and her innocence and vunerability and then discovered that she was one of your students. As I learned this, I remembered her face from years earlier. I remembered you saying her name as you told me about her and then knew why I was drawn to her. (You were so proud of your students and I believe you told me about each one and what you were most proud of in them and their accomplishments. You really had a soft spot for children and young adults. You could have been beat from a very long day, and yet a smile would come to your face as you recounted your day with them...every time)
Your strength amazes me constantly, Stevie.
Inez called later that day to thank me for being her 'guardian angel' and I told her that it was 'my angel' that was responsible ...and she agreed that she too knew that.
We love you and realize how blessed we are to have been given such a beautiful gift. You have made such an imprint on our hearts and lives. I could never repay or thank God enough to have trusted me with such a precious angel as my son; my heart and soul.
I know how happy it made you...and that's all that I could ever want now!
xoxo

As Charlie was telling me all about his big race coming up, it brought back memories of when you were so much younger and full of excitement about your races.
In particular, I remember your precious face as you drove over your competition! Right off the finish line, he went down in front of you and you panicked at the thought of hurting him. You were so proud of your jumps and time...and you had every right! You were always so great whether it be on bike, rollerblades or your car. You did turn it into an art form. I loved to watch how you studied and perfected your skills. I always felt completely safe with you. You were relentless when it came to perfecting what it was you were interested in.

I would give anything to see your precious smile and beautiful eyes sparkle all over again!
Even once more...